I feel panicky today, but not in the usual heart pounding sort of way. It’s more like I’m afraid I’m about to forget something really important. It’s right there on the tip of my tongue and yet I have no idea what it is. Do you know that feeling? Like when you get overwhelmed because you have 50 balls in the air and you are sure you’re going to drop one of them simply because you can’t keep track of it all. You are doing the best you can to keep everything moving, but something has to give.

It’s that feeling.